need to "juice up my battery"

I don't know how else to put it, but yeah, I need to "juice up my battery", so to speak. I still think daily about how I'm Muslim now, and it still makes me smile. It's sinking in more and more to deeper and deeper levels in me, which is nice.

I haven't been great at improving on doing prayers though. I am reading a Rumi poem each day (usually twice a day). That helps me think about how profound all of this is. I miss reading some of the Qur'an every day though. So I might start getting back into that.

I still haven't told anyone I converted in real life, and I don't know any Muslims. It feels lonely, but at the same time I don't feel ready to try to meet anyone or go to a masjid yet or anything else like that.

I just want to focus on getting prayers better and learning more, I guess. I suppose that's my current goal.